I’ve been thinking of the future

So I’ve been thinking of my future lately. And when you’re about to become a dad your priorities change and now I’ve put aside all those party plans and living it wild kinda stuff. You know,the stuff that makes you sing ‘i love college ‘.

Problem is that question that keeps nagging my mind. What next from here? It’s really hard to choose what to do now but one thing is for sure that my baby won’t go hungry, that is the first thing I catered for first in the form of a support fund from my parents except that this assurance given by my parents lasts three years.exactly the time it takes me to complete university and the kid starts nursery school.

So now my mind is on what do I do within those three years? First thing on my mind is do nothing. Sounds easy actually. Just do nothing,graduate and get a job.but then this is reality.it won’t be that easy. Its never easy!

secondly my parents only promised and promises are meant to be kept or broken and from experience they’re likely to be broken. As a result that cuts my deadline IMMENSELY from three years to June or July this year when the baby’s set to be born. Quite a dilemma. And that brings me back to the main agenda.what next? Quit university? I doubt that. Steal? Hell no. Get a part time job? Good idea but WHERE and HOW I’ve got virtually zero skills unless you count acting as one…….

Anyway am not one to shower you with my troubles just sharing it out. And as a parting shot I advice you to share out what’s in your mind lest you hang yourself ….but that’s a story for another day.